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little dots

2010-06-14T17:57:00.002+08:00

"Your friends are your release. They’re who you have the most fun with, and yet when the going gets tough, those people turn around and suddenly they’re not just making you laugh, they’re being this rock and giving you all their advice. Even though you’re so much your own person, if you dissect yourself, I guarantee you your friends are in there. Their influence is incredible. Best friends are what you need most."

(via raindropsonredroses)

well said.

many more to come.

2010-01-07T03:21:00.006+08:00

It's a little late but,

Happy 2010 !!

♥

Along with the new year comes

my new year resolutions too for sure

actually i've never really had any resolutions thus far

so im gonna try having a few this year

ain't gonna aim high or big

1. pay more attention to studies (difficult as of late)

2. lose weight (HAHA !)

3. grow taller (if scientifically possible xD)

losing weight seems to be on everyone's

new year resolution list

my advice to everyone & myself :

good luck or die trying

" People ask me who I am. The answer? I don’t really know. A few years ago, I would have said I was a girl who loved life. A few months ago, I would have said I was a girl who loved a boy with everything she had. Now, I guess you could say I’ve been through a lot and I’ve been broken in too many places and too many ways. I guess you could say I’m just trying to find my place "

(via raindropsonredroses)

not so sweet tooth

2009-12-22T00:40:00.003+08:00

I bloody wish im wonder woman

That way, i'll never have to feel weak again. Never falling sick, never gonna bleed, never feeling faint and dropping to the floor.

I hate the feeling of not being able to do anything. So powerless, worthless in every single way. Imagine being a good for nothing scumbag in other's eyes.

Now, don't try to tell me that im just thinking too much for I've stood on sides where i've seen people badmouth others as if it were a hobby but what if you were the one being badmouth?

I ain't no saint either (though i try to be xD). Trust no one.

Gosh this is hecka random. Being sick gets to me. Im sorry in advance for being emo.

---Change of topic---

Soo....
i woke up feeling all better until i realize it was only 12.30pm ><

Having the thought that i have recovered in mind, i happily went downstairs to do the laundry and then the fever came back. My housemate, Junior said it was worst than before i went to sleep.

wtf! of all the timing kan?
*continues to curse under her breath*

Anyways, thanks Junior for the vitamin drink and Looi for the sweets lol and Kai Li, Chiu and Karen too. Kai Li was practically scolding me to eat porridge (moi). I know you mean good larr (smiles), but only a few have succeeded in forcing me and that would be my mom and dad.

Rather than caring words, i'd prefer someone who forces me for my own good. SM betul~ hahaha hopefully there'll be another =X

I better recover by tomorrow. It's the one time i get to see them in a year so i better not screw this up. And it's only for a day!
(cries at the corner).

How nice for Junior & Looi. They get to go out & play. They're not back yet. Hope they have a great time with their dates muahahaha! Bye bye, gotta continue packing my bags. Never thought im gonna say this but, it's tiring..

The Sick
(who, ran out of panadols)

happy moments

2009-12-20T23:12:00.006+08:00

Im officially sick of "po piah"(s) right now. My housemate, Ah Wei went to the house owner's place for this christmas gathering. I was supposed to go but something happened so ended up not going. So, he brought back food from there. No more spaghetti, chicken wings and mushroom soup. He said, they sapu all d lol but he did brought back po piah and mashed potato. The latter one was great! but the po piah...had some kinda white, thin noodle in it hahah overall, it was okla. However if you call me to eat it again, no thank you xD

As much as i would love to go back to Subang for christmas, seing my old friends and all, I hate how im gonna miss out on the first Christmas with my college friends. Truth be told, i was excited to spend my first year in college with them during Christmas and i would love for it to happen but i guess im gonna miss out on this event too. sigh..oh well, as long as they're there, every day could be "Christmas" too. it's who we're with that counts right? :)

Quite a few are missing from the pic, but you know who you are ;)

♥ Your Teddy Cherry

i like mentos

2009-12-11T14:09:00.007+08:00

Gosh, i think some witch cast some kinda unlucky spell on me for the whole week or something. First, i nosebleed when i was in the middle of blogging but that was a few days ago, therefore, no worries la. Now!!..i accidentally cut my hand while i was opening a can. Darn it, imagine the pain la although it was just for a split second. I went berserk, cursing here and there lol! Those that know me, knows i curse even went drop something haha.

Looks very normal right?

Think again, i had to change the plaster is less than 10 minutes.

It just keeps bleeding without one.

So, i wrapped it up again lol~

Feels like im telling a story nia xD Putting that aside, christmas is coming!! I can't wait for christmas~ it's my favourite time of the year, next to CNY. Weee~ just thinking about it makes me all giddly & excited ♥

I miss Villi

I miss Manda

I miss Yvonne

I miss Vincent

I miss Annie

I miss Jovi

I miss that ruru too

I miss hanging out with them

I miss villi's SIS, Valerie!!

I miss Jovi's seriously perverted T.O.D ques haha

I miss Usj 4's chicken rice (no other kai fan even compares ><)

I wanna see Ringo too O.O

back to square one

2009-11-24T13:57:00.006+08:00

Hello hello !!
Im finally updating my blog (laughs)
Because~ im in an extremely good mood right now
Earlier just now at the canteen
Ah huai told me that i only got 23.5 marks for IS&IT
First reaction was, omfgwthdiediedieidontwantbadresultnomood!
You see, he went to check the marks with Magic
I tell you..that fella...is gonna die by my hands one day grrr
He got me so freakin worried
That i almost dropped tears on the spot!
Waited, waited and waited for my lecture to end
(very nerve-wrecking eh ><)
Then DING! it was 1pm =D
So i went to the tutor's room all the way up the 3rd floor.
Again, very chi kek...
I swear, tears were forming but still went in the room
*found my name, checked my marks* phew! darn relief.
I actually didn't get such low marks wahaha!
The tutor also said "dont worry, you did good"
And so i came down the stairs happily =3

Conclusion is :
Good grades is the only thing that can make me happy afterall
Im a nerd LOL

Getting ready for Accounts test tomorrow.
I experience more heart attacks that i can truly take.
Oh well, bye~ off to Macroecons lecture now ^^

what drives you

2009-10-17T15:26:00.002+08:00

What was the feeling like ? I've forgotten and i don't plan on remembering. Im fine the way i am now, i don't need any additions nor changes to my life. I love my family and the friends i have now are truly great. What more can i ask for ? :)

"Is it because you need more time?"
-no, that's not the reason. something just died, that's all.

blasted

2009-10-13T00:08:00.005+08:00

First time in a long lonngg time, i am going to update my blog just to tell the rest of the whole that i....

FUCKED UP 2 SUBJECTS ! WOOT !

Yes, no surprise there as it was somewhat expected already. Being caught up with many things to do in the first semester & only with so little time, i could say my results consider quite good d la given my circumstances and mood however the reason i failed is nobody's fault but mine. I involved myself in many stuff, so im not going to complain about it. The past is the past. There ain't nothing i can do to change anything about it aite? Must think positive, don't always think negative haha, so for this semester, im going to give my all to it. Lesser outings, sry peeps but i will still go if you all jio la. Just not that often anymore, very sorry ! I'll admit that im sad and the guilty feeling is starting to sink in once again whenever i get bad grades but that's what motivates me & hell do i LOVE every single thing about it. Sickening huh? (laughs)

Know what? i just went out for dinner at gurney and he says that i everytime go out! some more say i "gai" RAWR ! only away from hostel 2 hours leh (i even turned down the offer to kotak merah) lol~ must shoot him back d next time >=)

brighter than sunshine

2009-10-04T03:14:00.004+08:00

second bro came back with strawberries from Cameron Highland ♥
too bad i'll be going back to Penang today
just when all of us are back, the time is short..
i miss my brothers a lot ):
at least he'll be here for 3 months wahaha !
toodles~

untitled again, nth comes to mind

2009-10-03T20:59:00.004+08:00

Something happened this morning that made me google it. Dont have the life in me to even bother about anything (mostly food-which is very important to me fyi)

Underlined in red. One moment im standing in front of the sink with both hands supporting my body next moment i find myself on the floor. I felt dizzy, vision went extremely blurred/black,then lost total control of my muscles and fell to the ground with a big thud on my backside onto the bathroom floor and my head landed on the toiletbowl seat. The blurryness lasted about 5-10 seconds.

Therefore now im stucked in bed, trying not to get up whenever possible because the blurryness comes back each time i try to stand up. Btw, im perfectly healthy. My blood pressure is just as stated in the above & i know the symptoms as well. I just wanna complain >=(

I need juice/liquids...come fly to me pls.

Mentally thnks her dad for not letting her go out.

uncertainties comes in

2009-09-29T23:16:00.005+08:00

Each time i see blogs about the blogger's emotions and feelings, im left with a deep impression. But what impression do i leave? All i blog about are my daily activities yet occassionally dropping a few random sentences of what im thinking but why can't i just blog normally?

What is it that im afraid of?

Blogging is difficult. No? =/

Well enough emo stuff, here's something to brighten up this post. Boom on the left and Nickhun on the right dancing to Beyonce's Single Ladies. Look at the power Nickhun puts in his thrust and he seems to be enjoying it too haha gosh i feel so perverted xD Btw, LOVE that girl in the middle. You could say that i'd like to be like her ;)

And what's with the random semi-naked guy ROFL

This is a bunch of kids dancing to Suju & 2PM. The kid with the yellow pants just cracks me up. Cute stuff but boy-oh-boy can the green pants kid dance. Future potential dancer i see (: and lol at Nickhun cutting in in the middle(yah, he's the one in the vid above).

@#$%^&@#$%!!

2009-09-28T16:38:00.002+08:00

Greetings minions, im here to announce that im getting married to Mr.Chan Sung. Thank you for all your wishes & blessings. Stay tuned for more info :)

Did i get your attention ? haha

(as if la i'll be married to him ngek ngek ngek xD)
Just kidding ni~, i ain't getting married yet. I wanna say that im 80% recovered already, that's all lol finally went to see doctor. No choice cause this thingy lasted since Tuesday till now. It appears that i have swollen tonsils. Bukan H1N1 la, not gonna pass to you.

Yung taking advantage of Mashimaro (San's substitute) at Jiunn Ching's house

He call me to sit beside, to measure my size v.v"

(dah lah keep calling me to go out since morning, now wanna measure i short)

Found another nice place, Bites.

Curi tangkap. They so immersed in the movie. Fighting scene ma~

Ah Ching asks for the camera.

Then he pulak curi tangkap our gambar when we watching. Lol revenge huh?

Bye bye, im gonna miss you guys loads. Have a safe trip back Yung, Vincent & Cin Qi ^^

jgn emo, you still can see me next time la yorr rofl

im dead bored

2009-09-26T21:57:00.010+08:00

Personally, i love it ^^

Mehh~ why my eye so red?
Went shopping with my mum at Islee, bought a white loose shirt very casual.
Next on my list are some shorts & a bag!
Oh, and a dinner dress too fufufu =3
October 10th. October 10th. fast fast come hahah
I seem to be wanting to buy clothes a lot these days
It's not that im lacking clothes, there's a lot but..
"Why nothing to wear wan?" when I dig through the cupboard lol

So yah, halfway shopping & yung messaged to go out. Wanted to go Love & Freedom, yet sadly not opened (second time already!) then we found out actually they're closed for renovation haha paiseh! So we settled next door, at Autumn. Nice place, can play Wii & other games too.

Ini ero-sennin ! haha just kidding, name dia Ah Yung.

Helping Cin Qi with her assignment. Don't see him like this ar, he freakin smart wan. Attend class & tuition always fool around, never do homework, does hand stands while teacher is teaching in front but still manages to get 8A's in SPM. Crazy fool la this fella haha, our "special" nerd.

Yung & Cin Qi (:

We chichi-chacha there for a while,camwhored (whoopsy :p) then send Cin Qi back coz she gotta pick her bro up from tuition. I came back not long after accompanying the fool to buy his stuff & instant mee at c.square haha

Pedas terer & pedas gilerr ~

meeena

2009-09-25T17:55:00.003+08:00

Hello :)
Didn't blog for a few days already, kinda miss my blog haha
I was sick (surprisingly) for 3 days!
Wow, longest time since the big surgery.
Tortoise, i take back my words now. I don't wanna be sick~ x.x
Talk big end up like this lol because at that time everyone was sick but i wasn't.
Regret regret, if i don't get better by today tomorrow everyone gotta suffer my cough >=)

When i woke up this morning, o.m.g cough like mad until my stomach hurts (yes it was that bad) then when i came downstairs my mom looked at me sympatically. So bad! but she bought kimchi for me, thank you mummy ♥
she knows my love for kimchi is (---------------o-----------------) this big! hahah

C = Me
M= Mommy

C : *Cough cough cough*
M : I give you drink kor teh (it's bitter blek!)
C : O.O !! *shooks head while coughing*
M : Tomorrow you want to go out play or not ?
C : *nods head*
M : Then drink it, i fix a few cups for you.
C : TT okay..

Outcome is, i do feel better. Oh ya, i got a bunch of chinese songs from Lee San. She & Qiqi came to my house the other day with her little niece i assume? She so cute! She smiles whenever i look at her gahh!! >///< The songs were absolutely great! Feel like putting them in my blog later on hehe i trust her taste in songs, even the english ones very nice ^^

no title

2009-09-23T00:46:00.004+08:00

Im sorry..everything you said, im the one who knows it best. Im really sorry, i know that the word "sorry" doesn't suffice for it all. But just let me say it. Im selfish just because i want to make myself feel better, i'll admit that. What we have, please don't break it. I beg you.

You just mean too much to me, im sorry..

my eye is itchy

2009-09-20T04:31:00.017+08:00

Hellu~, not hell you... *awkward pause*
(Apologizes) Why am i so lame ?
Sry peeps, im just born that way. It's a gift haha
Well well, today i'll be introducing something~
Im sure everyone's bored of seing pics of my face so frequently lol

First off, meet my room \(^-^)/

This is where daytime is also equivalent to nighttime.
(that's why you can find me sleeping during the day too xD)

Couldn't fit the other half of the room in one shot =/
but hey! at least you have an idea of what it looks like with the lights on :D

My bruised knee evolved overnight TT shit la, its so fugly now.

Okay, so i lied :p
I did all that just so you wouldn't hit the "X" button on the upper right HAHA

I personally call these two pics "kiam pa" (deserve-to-be-whack) face.

& the rest are just me, camwhoring lol ~
i love how my hair colour turned out.
looks silky kan ? *proud proud* xD

Started watching bleach again, continued where i left off.
With this, i start my hols.
It couldn't be any better ♥

p/s, my eye seriously itchy !! feel like korek-ing it out GAHHH !!

marionettes' expression

2009-09-18T03:40:00.001+08:00

i broke it

while having donuts (laughs)

Im dying to know
"Could it be that we have taken everything we usually have for granted?"

Has anyone ever rollerbladed? It's very fun but oh-so-pain when you fall. However, i don't regret it hahaha the last two days i went rollerblading at Queensbay. It's been such a long long lonnnggg time since i rollerbladed. If im not wrong, it was during primary school. Me & my brothers had so many rollerblades, played em whenever we had time till we outgrew them then we stopped playing it alltogether.

So yah,

Rollerblading = Total F U N !
But when you fall it = 1 bloody knee + 1 scrapped knee + a sprained wrist

Nice equation huh ? haha the first two was no biggie but the worst is the wrist.
Things that i usually do i now find it difficult.

i couldn't twist the door knob with my left hand like i usually do
i couldn't open a bottle cap
i couldn't tear open a packet
i couldn't hold slightly heavy objects while my right was occupied
i couldn't even hold a bloody canned drink for god's sake !! LOL

But im glad to say it's getting better each time i applied medicine haha no worries man~ it's all part of life, besides im used to falling down. You see my elbow and my knees then you'll know already ROFL

i love the rush of the wind against my skin

ice ice baby~

2009-09-16T14:56:00.002+08:00

Looks like im sleeping on someone's leg right ? Someone who's wearing red tights haha but it's actually the couch. Sad~ Popo don't recognize me anymore eventhough i came yesterday. So fast ! He bark at me TT (yesterday so sweet with me some more, manja bastard ! LOL)

it's killing me.

2009-09-13T16:56:00.008+08:00

IM SO DEAD !!

i want mommy :(

i want daddy
i miss them loads

I just hope accounts wont screw me over tomorrow. Aaric ah Aaric, becareful okay? Don't always drive so fast. I know you're very good in driving, that you're a racer and all and i trust your driving skills too but you should know how many accidents you've had. See your hand la :'( Some more yesterday raining, when cornering at Batu Ferringhi you went 150km/h. Siao~ but very nice hahaha i guess im one to blame too.

Cheer up k, you have me \(^-^)/

Don't stress over your work, & your HID light lol !

Kesian you also la, less than a day fix the light then spoil already.

I want to see baby Eva~ miao miao~ oh-, i mean *woof! woof!* haha

bro & me, yours truly

cuckoo~

2009-09-13T05:00:00.023+08:00

Woot! Just came back to my hostel. Went out with my bro, Kevin, Aaric & Eyh Looi came along too.

-update more tmr ^^

i blame ".....", "....." & "........" for my funny poses hahah. i seldom take pics like this k ! be thankful xD

"it's a dog eat dog world out there"..

2009-09-11T19:51:00.014+08:00

Howdy yall,

Let me intro to you guys "our" doggie. Im not sure since when but it was a few days ago. As usual Andy came back with Ah Wei but one thing was different when they came in..Wei was carrying a stray puppy !! I, for one was very agaisnt it actually (but i didn't say anything) because my housemates kind of like took in 2 stray dogs, fed them, bathe them and all so can consider ours already la lol they even guard the house wth ! but yeah...i still hate them v.v"

Then then something happened today. Our little puppy was bitten by the adult doggie(S). Yes, dogs. Karen saw the little one being dragged out by fucker(the male one) from the balcony and bitch(the female) was biting on little one's leg but let go when Karen shouted at them. We all heard little one's yelp. Soon everyone came downstairs. Andy took the stick, went out and chased them away. Brought the little one in, he was trembling so badly. Yet amidst it all, where was I ? Hahaha~ i was at the back doing laundry. Roger who was the nearest downstairs, he said he was about to go out when it happened but the gate was locked and the key wasn't there! Lol poor poor him~ Karen was actually wearing her contacts & she said she almost threw her contacts from the balcony xD

After discussing, we brought it to the vet because Junior said dog bites are poisonous, etc. Too bad Ah Chiu & Eyh Looi having exam that time, they didn't get to witnessed it. Little one even vomitted so you can see the plastic bag wrapped around his head rofl. Okay, so what went on from there, i'll let the pics do the talking :)

Roger & Karen

Oh~ my leg so fair baybeh HAHA (pure SS wei !)

All together there were 5 holes. 3 on the right, 2 on the left.

At the vet.

After the jab, he quieted down. Phew~

Later in the evening, Ah Wei woke up & chased them away AGAIN. He was furious that they hurt his precious. See, he so angry xD

Poor little one but thanks to this incident, so long fucker & bitch ! ♥
They're really called fucker and bitch. credits to mua, thnk you.

btw, little one's name is actually Kuai Lan.
seriously very very very naughty & playful, x tahan betul !

im leaving you...

2009-09-10T19:41:00.005+08:00

Ho Ho Ho!!

Not merry christmas. Sorry to disappoint, instead its merry-no-more-micro!! :D

Lol lame i know, my bad peeps. Omg, you have no idea how happy i am. Even happier than when Quantitative Studies paper was over. However, sad to say that "all good things must come to an end". My once skyrocketed happiness was shortlived for i realized i still have one more paper to go & it's the one i dread oh-so-much...Introduction to Accounting hahah~ Nvm, i have Junior!! He's gonna teach me \(^-^)/ thank you thank you thank you. I worship the ground you walk on! lol fyi, i didn't force him or anything ar so don't think of me as such a bad person. Coz, as some may know Cindy was supposed to teach but in the end it wasn't fruitful then Junior said "Actually hor, why you never ask me or Karen to teach you leh?" there you go, no taking your words back now. Don't regret it >=)

(saw my accounts tutor at Gurney Plaza just now. funny situation *laughs)
noob la you Junsu, noob !

counting &..

2009-09-09T15:00:00.005+08:00

Today's featured ppl will be Manda & Way Khong (due to my brain error, it's "way" instead of "wai"). though i only saw him once but i damn proud i saw him earlier than Villi hahahah! in your face sucker! xD well i really really heart that photo. im not kidding, it was just so sweet that i couldn't help blogging bout it. have a great relationship you two :) truth be told, i know that my recent posts are freakingly short these days but it'll be much more elaborate on the days to come so await me~

i took this secretly :p (call me mouse some more la)
-thanks to Cindy, i learnt how to prnt screen. finally i know what the "fn" button was for haha

Currently addicted to : Stephanie Sun's ye zi

R.I.P, Stephanie.

she died of breast cancer

chiky chiky bang bang

2009-09-09T00:01:00.005+08:00

Happy 090909 !

♥
"he makes me wanna go genting with him"

LOL ! mandada~

obsessed with the heart symbol. why ar ?
shit la. study !! my attention keeps going elsewhere ! ish! xD

crack a bottle

2009-09-08T13:54:00.002+08:00

Dear Christmas ,

please come earlier. pretty please ?
we love chrismas
the feel, the christmas movies, songs & pressies
not forgetting the tree
(laughs)

Nailed English, Hubungan Etnik & Quantitative Studies so far. But the worst has yet to come tehehe. Mehhh~ feel so lazy to study plus given my circumstances, obviously the last thing i'd wanna be doing is study yet still i have to, if i don't wanna fail. Sigh..but seing Junior study despite being sick for like 4-5 days already (AND given his circumstances too) somehow gives me 'semangat' to study also lol he very keng lar.

fresh & cute

2009-09-06T17:06:00.003+08:00

Lookie here what i found from my friend's blog. They're singing out their order. I'd like to see it happen here haha. fun and entertaining :)

delusional

2009-09-05T23:32:00.014+08:00

After yesterday's post, went out to study. First we went to Starbucks but we were so unlucky that the P.A system was right next to us so we decided to moved to a different location lar. Almost went in DOME but didn't. Instead, we ended up here

Group study...or so it was haha

his

mine

hers

daniel's

Today's test, Hubungan Etnik was okay. The test was from 9am to 11am but i finished at 10.15am. I, myself am shocked at how early it was. I was expecting a time shortage actually lol. Oi oi, I ain't bragging ar!! Then just as i was about to go out, i remembered that my bag was in Andy's car and i don't have his keys! Therefore, i slept throughtout the rest of the exam coz again i didn't sleep hahah. It's becoming something normal for me already. Not good, not good. Must change back to last time. Came back after lunch then slept till night time. Me, looi looi and junior like walking zombies ni xD

Worst came to worst, 932 (food delivery) not open *glares*

his dinner (copy me buy tuna wan v.v) haha jkjk!!

her dinner. (can smell the tom yam all the way from upstairs also! keng-ness~)

my dinner

"Eat right. Work hard. Be a tiger."

Roar ! Laughs out loud~

nine in the afternoon

2009-09-04T14:14:00.004+08:00

Okay at this rate, i can't even focus on my studies so im gonna say it

I LOVED HIM!

so what?! my studies are at stake here & if by doing this i can study, then to hell with it!
see if i care _l_ hahaha
fcuk it all. i ain't gonna regret this.
if i was feeling regretful then i'd have started earlier
darn i've never felt better
WOOTS!

you are now a closed chapter in my life, thank you for everything ♥

proud of me now villi? i know you are ;)

h.etnik, i've got my eyes on you !! *evil laugh*

easy like sunday mornings

2009-09-03T18:00:00.002+08:00

Omg im in love with his shaver..
very fascinating indeed, was playing around with it
...and shaved a part of my hand bulu hahaha
& he shooked his head LOL

anonymously yours

2009-09-03T12:22:00.007+08:00

Greetings humans

I am in dire need of S.L.E.E.P

It's been a while since i blog like this. It feels like my old blog.

"Couldn't sleep"

"Couldn't study"

"Couldn't do anything"

But for some reason, i feel great..

So wtheck ?

Amazed she could last this long without sleep.
A round of applause please ? with a cherry on top :)

orange juice is his beer

2009-09-02T23:48:00.006+08:00

Happy Birthday Daddy, love you.

No piccies, they're in my bro's phone. Forgot to send it to mine.

"Sometimes your heart is what you can't trust"
i agree with you

timeless is the new me

2009-09-01T16:14:00.004+08:00

Smiling or crying?

You probably can't tell
Sometimes, such emotions are important.

It rained again before the sun rose. How lovely ♥

Randomness from the vain fella who calls himself cute *pukes*

"Yah your cuteness killed me"

"You died? :("

"Uh huh"

"How am i supposed to attend your funeral?"

Off to study. Bye lovelies ! Don't miss me ;)

Im just kidding. Miss me or i'll kill you.

down memory lane

2009-08-30T22:45:00.008+08:00

I MISS MY LONG HAIR TOO, RAINE *sobs*

Cherry & Raine. Look how long my hair is ! Shocked leh~ lol Reading Sue Anne's comment on Facebook, i thought back on our 'long hair days' and went to dug up some old pictures that we took last time. LOL don't kill me pls, Raine & Manda.

Manda & me. If im not wrong, these were when we were Form 4.
You can't really see the hair but hey! you can see the tips of it xD

Having our fav bibimbap. Manda, you're still the only one who is as excited as I am when speaking of korean food hahah

-------CUT !--------
Now back to the current time. 18y old Cherry :)

Half-smiled. Don't you feel awkward camwhoring between your parents & being photographed by your bro? Well, i do o.o
Dinner at Kawazu. The only japanese restaurant that my dad & the rest of us loves.

OH OH! I saw Chia Ling today at C.Square. Never expected to meet her there of all places coz she was supposed to be studying at Segi, Damansara. Apparantly she just finished her exams and is having her sem break. Then then, Cin Yi messaged me just now & she's also at SP now! Gahhh~ i miss her so so much. Going to hang out with them for a while tomorrow.

roller coaster ride

2009-08-29T13:09:00.009+08:00

trying hard so less not to fall asleep.

Just woke up. How long has it been since i last slept more than 4 hours? Around 3-4 weeks i think Lol this kinda life aint good okay, so please don't follow. It only gives you headaches xD Came back to sp yesterday right after my class. Actually planned not to go back till after my finals but i just really felt like going home. And it's been raining like almost a week. My fav time of the year~ I haven't always loved rainy days though. It was when we were still living it Subang, i sat at the dining room just looking out the window while it rained all day. Moodless yet calm & relaxing at the same time. What made me do it? I don't know why myself, perhaps it just called out to me? LOL

Hours passed but it felt like seconds

BEHOLD! my beloved ear~ hahah

Disgusting ain't it? haha pain like hell when i put the tissue in.
Photos by the best roomate ever, Eyh Looi.
(dont tell her i said this aight? she won't find out because she doesnt know my blog link =p)

illusionism

2009-08-22T12:04:00.003+08:00

Villi's getting a tattoo. WOOTS! haha (never in a million years would i think that you'd be getting a tattoo)

Frustrated with Villi's blog. I can't comment!!!

poker face

2009-08-21T20:31:00.015+08:00

Recently everyone's wearing masks in college. Even my class is starting to follow the trend. I didn't have a mask so Magic gave me one. Thank you loads :) I went to Guardian & Watson but they both told me it was out of stock. Nerve-wrecking! (not really la)

Before going to Gurney Plaza, we camwhored while waiting for Wei Hung to change his contacts.

Hao Yuan with the hamsap specs again. This guy actually loves to take pics. shhh!!

Junsu : Don't touch me!

Andy, Celine & Cherry

What you looking at?! The blogger wants her solo pic too, cannot is it? lol

Guess what? I ended up going for the movie anyways with "Junsu", Andy, Hao Yuan, Wei Hung, Chin Yang, Celine & Magic. Instead we watched I Love You Beth Cooper, makes the world goes round~ Her driving skills darn pro i tell you! haha & i went aww at how much the guy loved her. Who wouldn't? As i said, original plan was to watch Orphan but it isn't out yet. Gurney Plaza GSC sucks! =p The trailer was bloody terrific too! Ish!

After that my cousin & bro came to pick me up and had dinner at Prangin Mall. I had no idea it closes at 9.30, which is so early. Later went to Penang's Hairdresser Award 2009 at F.A.M.E yesterday with Kevin, Aaric & his gf to support a friend of theirs. Cheered real loud for him haha. Best thing was he got the highest points. Congrats man eventhough it's only semi-final lol. After the event, we all went for supper together. Then i found out, the guy sitting beside me was actually a teacher, secondary school teacher some more. Rofl, i wouldn't have guessed it considering he looked so young. Overall, the place itself was okok only. Small but great for holding events.

Tried w/o flash coz i 'smartly' thought that it was bright enough lol

The event. Didn't really have a particular fav but i love the one he did. She's the tallest model too. Envy lar~

Aaric did a cameo in the pic haha. I look like a ghost with flash.

Stopped by Mcd before sending me back. Met some friendly Mat Sallehs and chatted with them for a while till they went back LOL it was real random! & today, i went to Mcd again so yah I am starting to get sick of Mcd now. I finally understand what my bro meant when he said the exact same thing. Worst, he had Mcd for the entire week. Reason was? He was lazy to go out & the only thing that delivers food is Mcd.

Thanks bro for the sudden present. I am totally LOVIN it <3

without thought

2009-08-19T18:01:00.002+08:00

Gawd! Just woke up. As soon as i came back after class, just went flat right on the bed. Didn't even bother bout my stomach calling for food lol. My lunch? Pocky stick & vitagen. Weird thing was i felt full and it wasn't even half a box yet o_o Andy said "hor! pregnant already!" lol this guy ar, whether you hungry or not he'll say that there's a possibility you might be pregnant wan haha. Was supposed to go Gurney Plaza to watch G.I Joe with my classmates after class ended but i've already watched it. So i declined, was feeling tired anyways. Heck! they're going tomorrow too to watch Orphan. At first i was like 'yah! let's go watch!' but all of a sudden i don't feel like going anymore. Why?! Not up for it i guess? =/

Somebody please kill me! Finals are more or less in a week's time TT Gotta start studying now.

mama mia !

2009-08-19T06:25:00.000+08:00

In my bro's room, he went to work xD
(p.s : i know i am thinning up there okay lol)

As i said, blog titles are random for i have no freaking idea what to name em'. Had a webcam session with Ms Jovi. I repeat, MISS Jovi lol. When my housemates saw him, they mouthed to me 'Is she TB(Tomboy)?'. I had to reassure them that she was in fact a HE. Poor poor Jovi~ In all honesty, i don't see why ppl would think he's a female (you better thank me later) haha. Well for more info on what happened kindly go here. Excited that he's gonna come during me sem break. Long time never siao with him already haha. I still remember what happened the last time i saw him. Hint hint : pyramid

The result of boredom
Curry Mee Kuah + Water + Black sauce + Leftover Vitagen + Ice from Nescafe + Tisues as "Wantan" + Leftover Chicken Bone + Veggies

The Culprit : Man de Wei Hung

After that went to class. Magic performed a card trick for us. It was crazy! I gotta say, he's much better performing close up magic instead of being on stage. He turned a 4 diamond card into a 6 diamond card. We literally saw the diamonds being pulled out of the other. The natural thing that happened was, we all shouted haha but before that our faces were like o_o

And of course, Wei Hong couldn't resist not doing anything. Thus, he performed his set of "magic" too which ended in utter failure lol

So did Hao Yuan.

That's all. Just had a sudden urge to blog. I blame none other than the oh-so-womanly-man.

never ending

2009-08-15T21:18:00.000+08:00

I am now blogging from Sp, just came back this morning. Freakishly tired but still went out to buy stuff. Won't be coming back till finals are over, sigh. Accompanied my parents to see furnitures, they're planning on buying a new dining set. There was this mirror that looked spooky, sorta the antique feel to it. It gave me goosebumps =/ & i found out my bro bought a new phone. Samsung touch screen, gahh! lol nvm, i got a new lappie =p

Met up with sheepy yesterday. He came to my college & the thing was, he looked so out of place lol! Waited for me to do my quiz then we went to Prangin Mall to see Teng Yong. One word : OMG.. Let's put it this way, previously he was Lala level 1 but now he upgraded to Level 5 hahah~ Vincent and I laughed all the way when we saw him walking to us xD poor Teng Yong kena teased by us like hell, well hope you did well on your test yesterday. And to Vincent, sorry i couldn't be my normal self eventhough it was the only time that you could of came back. I was happy though, i REALLY was but I just wasn't up for it. Im not lying when i say that i was relief when i saw you, it felt like old times. All the tension build up in me just went away but after you left, it all came back. Thanks to Hory lar!! TT When i talked about it, Vincent was like 'i don't wanna listen anything about that! im not listening!' lol but he listened in the end rofl! thanks a lot, for everything (: (let me know if M. likes the dress you bought for her, i bet she was happy ^^)

Watched Aliens In The Attic yesterday with Vincent at Gurney. It wasn't as bad as it seems. Especially loved the whole 'street fighter' part haha. Overall i'd give a 5/10. Basically, it's about a group of kids fighting agaisnt puny little aliens who are trying to invade & take over the world. And it all happens in a house (:

As for G.I Joe, honestly i was kinda disappointed coz I had high expectations for it. Though it wasn't all that sucky, it was just..dull? despite the nice graphics and great sound effects and all. Or maybe i was just tired haha yah, that must be it.

I still miss him..

wonderfools

2009-08-07T03:19:00.000+08:00

To begin with, Tarc had a PR Fair for 2 days which was on the 5th & 6th. There were lots of events and all like X-games, health check, henna drawing, street wear, etc. He modelled for street wear. Lol~ but despite how "happening" the events were, no pictures were taken. So..too bad, too sad. Boohoo (my mom loves to add this in when she texts me! haha). Around 11am, before my class started Kok Chung asked me if i wanted to join this 'camera contest', im not really sure what the whole thing is called but all i know is, you go for a photoshoot with YOU as the model with a camera & there'll be people who'll do your hair and all. RM10 for registration if im not wrong but the winner with the most votes will win the camera they modelled for. Nice right! I know i aint gonna win but it's kinda fun don't ya think? (: So i went there after my lecture dragging Hao Yuan along. We both felt somewhat excited till the fella said 'Full Already' -.-". Zha dou i tell you rofl! Hao Yuan said 'dayam!' then went to this booth that sold accessories. He bought a necklace and a thing? for the hand. Very nice (i choose wan ma xD)

As usual, came back around 10 something at night after doing the stage design stuff for OO nite. Theme : Elves & Fairies. Do come & support! You ppl from subang, i don't care! Get your asses here!! LOL just kidding. Don't show up, please haha

I think im just thinking too much over certain stuff as someone said, so i made my decision not to think about it at all. Solves e-va-ry-ti-ng muahaha

going

2009-08-04T00:18:00.000+08:00

Okay, this is probably my 2nd week being emo (not slit wrists those kind k, please! haha). No one even knew i was down, not even my classmates. Damn im such a great actress haha. For many reasons actually. First, i failed my accounts test. Imagine everyone having 2 digit numbers and me, the only one who has 1 digit. I felt like crying on the spot in class but yah, held it back. For what reasons should i even show them? =p And no, it's not because of the small test i had today but the previous one. I admit i haven't been studying much lately but i was at least confident that i did well on it. (semi-well, if that's even possible). Vincent ah, looks like i gotta bother you with another problem already. Come lend your shoulder to your best friend AGAIN. You know what i did when i failed my test right? TT

I need that special him but at the same time, when i thought it over..i can't be selfish ya know (: it just makes everyone's life easier by not telling, don't ya think?

making way

2009-08-03T00:06:00.000+08:00

Most of my titles have no meaning to em so don't crack your head to think too much about it lol. Just found out that tomorrow having a quiz on Accounts (supposedly a 'small' test) Okay, it is! Only 5 marks allocated to each quiz. Gonna have another one the following week. Which means i have to move my ass to study study study! and away from the comp. It's really addicting haha. Anyways I really wanted to go see kuai lan but.. i got stuff to do and so does he (:

Btw, i stumbled upon this. It's instant bread just like instant coffee, only thing different is that you can get it from vending machines LOL pretty neat huh? I wish they have this in college. I love bread a lot \(^-^)/ But i aint too sure about the taste. I mean, how bad can it be? xD

Can O bread (even the name sounds funny lol)

The cute design can do wonders. Makes people wanna but them only~

choc tofu ice cream

2009-08-01T22:14:00.000+08:00

I feel like baking a cake. Can someone please tell me why?

(As for the title. Jovi lar! tempting me only xD eh but seriously gimme the recipe to that, i wanna make it)

i miss that boy's sexy voice xD LOL! what do i do? i think im gonna faint har har har~

standing frequencies

2009-07-29T23:16:00.000+08:00

*Evil laughs* dance test is over! Yeah! I no longer have to practice dancing anymore. Now i repeat, i do love dancing. Just that, it really does eat up most of my time, not to mention energy. Honestly, i can't wait for Oddysey Nite to be over lol! Maybe can see him more often or maybe not? depends on the situation, he might be busy too after that.

Tagged by Laze

29 FIRSTs
These are my firsts. If I tag you, it means I want to know yours. Copy and paste this note into your notes, delete my answers, and fill yours in. =)

1. Who was your FIRST prom date?
None. I don't think i'll be able to have one either.

2. Do you still talk to your FIRST love?
Love? I had a husband! LOL (Lim Yik Fai! mana u?!)

3. What was your FIRST alcoholic drink?
I can't remember, still small.

4. What was your FIRST job?
Never worked before.

5. What was your FIRST car?
Will get one soon.

6. Who was the FIRST person to text you today?
Mommy ^^

7. Who is the FIRST person you thought of this morning?
None. I was thinking of my phone instead.

8. Who was your FIRST grade teacher?
Teacher Prem! omg i love her so so much! i miss her :(

9. Where did you go on your FIRST ride on an airplane?
Hong Kong

10. Who was your FIRST best friend?
A handsome malay boy in tadika lol (he's my dance partner too ^^). If not then, it's Kay.

11. Where was your FIRST sleep over?
Kay's place.

12. Who was the FIRST person you talked to today?
Laze

13. Whose wedding were you in the FIRST time?
A relative, can't remember who.

14. What was the FIRST thing you did this morning?
Hugged Laze

15. What was the FIRST concert you ever went to?
Sadly none (my concert recital got la and my lil bro haha)

16. FIRST tattoo?
No intention of getting one.

17. FIRST piercing?
12 years old

18. FIRST foreign country you've gone to?
Thailand (oh you know, the usual~)

19. FIRST movie you remember seeing?
Beetlejuice (real nice)

20. When was your FIRST detention?
Never.

22. Who was your FIRST roommate?
Teo Eyh Looi (Prom candidate F2!! She's great)

23. If you had one wish, what would it be?
To be taller..(158cm, need i say more? v.v)

24. What is something you would learn if you had the chance?
Violin

25. Did you marry the FIRST person to ask for you/ you asked to marry?
Have yet to experience it.

26. What was the first sport you were involved in?
Swimming (4 years old =D)

27. What were the first lessons you ever took?
ABCs' and 123s'

28. What is the first thing you do when you get home?
Drink cold stuff

29. Who do you think will be the next person to post this?
Villi!! (because im chatting with this "psychology" pro now lmao who is supposedly studying but appearing offline HAHAHA)

the fruit utters

2009-07-26T22:59:00.000+08:00

Just came back to my hostel an hour ago. Texted him but until now, no reply!! lol i guess he's still busy bbq-ing or maybe *ahem ahem* with *dot dot dot* haha. Feel so bored & ignored right now, i think im gonna go read Microeconomics. There's nothing better to do online either, oh well. I was asked to be a student assistant helper for sport dance in the upcoming semester to "help" teach dance but im not sure whether i want it or not. After a long long LONG thought, i decided that im gonna decline the offer. I rather focus on my studies if i even had the extra time to teach dance. Im not trying to be stingy or selfish or anything, it's just that i really don't wanna fail any subjects even if it's Accounts or Microeconomics TT We ALL know that i ain't the best when it comes to these.

There's a dance test this Wednesday at the Canteen again. Thank god it'll be the last time! Don't get me wrong, i do love dancing. Im just not in the mood to dance, and on top of that, having the feeling that im obliged to dance is just..total bleh! Ruins everything i tell ya. & after that! There's a Microeconomics test this Friday too, which i think is going to end real ugly lol. Let's just keep my fingers crossed.

my imagination starts to run wild..am i bad? ^^

Busy busy busy

2009-07-23T13:48:00.000+08:00

College life is not as easy as it seems. After you've done an assignment and finished with your presentations, you think "Oh YES!! finally can relax" but nooo~ the next assignment just keeps coming and not forgetting tests too. Tomorrow's the due date for account's assignment and we just started yesterday. Great isn't it?! & to top it off, its like a 2 man's job instead of 6. So you can basically guess how fast is the progress we're making. I feel useless not being able to do anything given that i have absolutely NO accounts basic, NONE! Oh ya, and today we received our Quantitative Studies assignment. See what i mean by it just keeps coming? TT

I don't even have the luxury to chat on msn all i want or or watch anime! which is like my absolute favourite thing to do grrrr. Sorry villi, for not being able to catch up on stuff with you & same goes to vincent(you get my full support okay, you know what im talking about lol). It's been way too long since i last chatted with you guys sigh. oh how i miss playing "reverse" xD

Btw, i do NOT understand why i have to attend classes for English. You know what they're teaching there?! (at college level) grammar!! "I, You, We, They, It" stuff lol. My bro told me during his time, whoever got an A for English didn't have to attend that class. So why start now? Well im off to do my accs assignment now. I'll update more when i have the time. I miss him (: (and it hasn't even been a day yet *shakes fist*!!)

my previous addiction

2009-07-10T02:47:00.000+08:00

I just realized my previous post was on America's independence day haha. Let me recommend a great song. I remember listening to this like 5-10 times a day. heck ! it was on repeat. gotta give it to Tablo, he's just superb. the beat is just absolutely <3 especially the lyrics.

*Oh! I know I can't have you
But you're always in my head
Even though I can't touch you
It's just wishful thinking
I can't say it
Watching from far away
You know I do
I love you
Even though you don't know who I am

Oh baby, don't you know?
You don't know my name
I couldn't sleep because I was thinking of you
Oh so beautiful
Grasping the photo I took of you in my hand
My love for you is buried under the world's love for you
You're not listening I will never be allowed to
In the next life we would live seperate lives
I want you so much, I can't go back
Thoughts of kissing you tonight, I hold my pillow tighter
Today would be the first time we met
You say that to everybody you meet
I always talk to you with your back facing me
Even the familiar "hi" seems so awkward today
If we blocked everybody's ears
I'm hoping you would listen to only what I had to say
Seeing you walk away makes me go into a trance state. Shake me from it
From far away, you become a dot
Where can I see you? (Tell me..)

*

But you're in my head
If I can't touch you
Even if it's just wishful thinking
If I can't tell you
Watching from far away
You know I do
I love you
Even though you don't know who I am

Why aren't you smiling today?
I hope nothing's wrong
I can't face to look at your worried face
I wish I could take your pain away, but I can't
And that saddens me
Just today - if I can ask you how you are doing
Would you answer me - hug me
I can't reach you, touch you, hold you
I'm going to meet you in my dreams again tonight
Even in my dreams people disaprove
They say I'm crazy - if I erase the world
That makes you mine. Why would I lose you to anybody else
I can never understand that.
I'll make it so that you'll only look at me
I'll give you everything when we kiss
I'll give you everything
So that you can never leave me.
I'll keep you in my cold heart
You are my star
I'm your number one fan
Baby, please, take my hand

*

You're in my head
If I can't touch you
It's just wishful thinking
I can't say it
Watching from far away
You know I do
I love you
Even if you don't know who I am

*

You're in my head
If I can't touch you
It's just wishful thinking
If I can't say it
Watching from far away
You know I do
I love you

If you've fallen in crazy love
Boys and girls say 'Oh! Oh! Oh!'
If you've fallen in stupid love
Boys and girls say 'Oh! Oh! Oh!'
If you've fallen in helpless love
Boys and girls say 'Oh! Oh! Oh!'
If you've fallen in love like me
Boys and girls say 'Oh! Oh! Oh!'
Even if you don't know who I am

dynamite

2009-07-05T14:36:00.001+08:00

Afternoon lovelies~ i know that i've somewhat abandon my blog. okk fine you got me, i kicked it aside, flushed it down the toilet & maybe, just maybe!..might have kept it that way. sheesh what can i do ? practically everyone knows that i dont blog that often lol nah, it IS one of the factors but mainly it's cause im extremely busy for these past few weekends. glad that that's over with, now all that's left is 4 tests and a presentation. gawd! feel so nervous thinking about the presentation. eh! first time ok, understand a bit la! xD

Bought a Swatch specs yesterday. Had to, sadly i can't see the board TT i think im experiencing degeneration a bit too early haha

Video called with him yesterday. Nice right, my specs :D

triggers

2009-05-30T15:43:00.000+08:00

Eating Big Apple donuts right now with a cup of orange juice. yummy ! You have no idea how glad i am to be back home. Got the internet, ac, my oh-so-lovely bed and my extremely dark room♥ At penang when i turned off the lights at night to watch a movie, they thought i was asleep already. darn funny ! lol thankfully, my housemates are nice & friendly people.

This was on the first day of orientation week. After the opening ceremony/talk, everyone were being divided into groups. See the flags ?

Im in Washington, group 16. Ugly flag right !! But somehow im proud of it. He better not sees this, sure kembang later lol because it's made by Chew Lun. our student leader. Real funny guy haha. Got along well with the group members too :) btw, that's Kok Chun's hand. Omg he acted so well as the monkey god for our sketch/play/drama xD

Didn't enjoy myself on the first day of orientation week but after next day, it was totally fun all the way. Mainly the games and shouting the slogans i guess? It helped eased the awkwardness between the group members. Oh & i went to a beach party a few days ago. Not even 5 mins, got thrown into the water already..my ass very pain. Well, it was fun but could've been better if my group was there. I only found out like 3 hrs before the beach party that our student leader didn't organize one. So i joined my friend's group, London. Damn bad la he! His reply the next day was he thought we didn't want it. RAWR ! Of course i want lar ! & he said all that while smiling. celaka sial hahah

Being a kepo paparazzi while doing our assignment for Hubungan Etnik. So fast got hmwks & assignments already. At BED cafe, Yvonne works there. Nice place :D

Hao Yuan's hand, Yvonne & her friend. (sry cant remember chinese names that well)

days after

2009-05-28T15:24:00.000+08:00

Finally starting to blog again. I'll write as long as it doesn't end up in failure haha~ A little pressie here for villi. Thanks for the link name, absolutely am lovin it !

Did this during orientation week. say you love it ! haha i aint exactly the most talented person when it comes to arts :D